damn its friday and whatever happens the early time is just a thing making feels so much pleased!!!
whoooooooooooooooooo!!!!
after a sudden!!!!
i've seen her walking with a guy!!! SHIT!!! my feelings where CRUSHED and i dont know what to do!!! IM JEALOUS!! yes im jealous!!!! damn me!!!....
im not in the position of the way i must act... but how can i accept the fact that i'm still in LOVE with her!!! yup!!! although months past!!! i still love her!!! i really love her so!!!! gosh!!!!
with out prior thinking i make a last option to get hurt my self again!!! seen the picture???
yup its my own wrist!!! and no questions ask i've cut my self!!! and now im feeling quite good!!!
i spent the rest of the time today drinking coffee at COFFEE HUB near her house... damn i hate my self right now!!!
i think what i've seen that time will be in my mind for a long time!!!!
then!!! suddenly!!! she just message in my mobile.. saying
"ui mxta na? xenxia na now lng nkapagtext dami kz gngawa ni mama e.."
damn how could i answer that question after seeing her with someone!!!
im posting this blog right now with tears.. although its now in the outside i can consider i just cant show my tears having people around me....
damn i hate this...
i really do!!!
kill me please.... im begging someone!!! please... kill me!!!
x_X (panting, gasping for air)
die rekkusu (i hope i can)
whoooooooooooooooooo!!!!
after a sudden!!!!
i've seen her walking with a guy!!! SHIT!!! my feelings where CRUSHED and i dont know what to do!!! IM JEALOUS!! yes im jealous!!!! damn me!!!....
im not in the position of the way i must act... but how can i accept the fact that i'm still in LOVE with her!!! yup!!! although months past!!! i still love her!!! i really love her so!!!! gosh!!!!
with out prior thinking i make a last option to get hurt my self again!!! seen the picture???
yup its my own wrist!!! and no questions ask i've cut my self!!! and now im feeling quite good!!!
i spent the rest of the time today drinking coffee at COFFEE HUB near her house... damn i hate my self right now!!!
i think what i've seen that time will be in my mind for a long time!!!!
then!!! suddenly!!! she just message in my mobile.. saying
"ui mxta na? xenxia na now lng nkapagtext dami kz gngawa ni mama e.."
damn how could i answer that question after seeing her with someone!!!
im posting this blog right now with tears.. although its now in the outside i can consider i just cant show my tears having people around me....
damn i hate this...
i really do!!!
kill me please.... im begging someone!!! please... kill me!!!
x_X (panting, gasping for air)
die rekkusu (i hope i can)
